it's so beautfiful to know people, even if only for a moment in time. it is wonderful to feel known and to know others, i need to get out more. i should speak more even when the words get caught in my throat and i choke on what i want to say. are my words still beauitiful when they're a puddle of acid beneath your feet?

do not listen to sad music in the summer...i brushed my teeth to mitski and my toothpaste turned blue from all the sadness. cuz i've been big and small and big and small and big and small again.

ready to get my shi rocked at the underscores concert. electronic music gets me so o_O **$%#@!*&%$$$%**^$$$@@@#!!!!!!!!! #ifeelthebpm

spring is here!!! the tree outside my window has bloomed, beautiful and pink. i walked miles and miles the other day to get a smoothie from my sisters job, the weather was amazing (smoothie too). i love the spring but i hate my allergies. survival of the (not) fittest.

returning to london in a couple months and im soooo excitedddd, possibly going to see pinkpantheress in manchester. #litcrazymovie

got my wisdom tooth taken out 4 days ago and all i want to do is eat chips. #sendhelp #idontwantdrysocket. watching an insane amount of mukbangs to satiate my cravings. i'm tired of eating gloop and glop :/

uploading my album review for january this week, i really enjoyed this album. the song i put on my iPod is my favorite (i think...hard to choose a fav)

made the decision to skip the month of december album review and either do two for the month of january or just start anew. I already have 2 albums in mind, december has just been so busy and I really want to dedicate more time to both of the albums/artists.

today was the first snowfall, in my city. I love the snow! I went to get a hot chocolate at the cafe near my job this morning but they were sold out... so then I went to 7/11 but the hot chocolate machine was out of order...i ended up getting a hot chai. i hope tomorrow will bring better hot chocolate luck.

in other news, i have some really exciting things coming up regarding my professional career. i can't wait for 2026 >.<

something shifted after halloween...something really evil and sinister.

the 2 train is my biggest opp #brooklynbound. before i lost connection i saw a tiktok video of this girl (heidi) coding music on something called strudel...going to look into this. seems rlly cool & fun to learn

for someone who experiences extreme paranoia i sure do watch a lot of true crime documentaries. #stayready so you don't have to #getready

it's been 40 days and 40 nights since i updated my neocties...tonight is the night

rip to the legend jane goodall. here's a quote from her that i love, "when you study animals in the wild, you realize how they live and understand the interconnection of everything and how every little species has a role to play...so, you understand that everything is interconnected on this planet."

currently making some changes to my home page that i'm excited about. it's not going to look drastically different, i'm just decorating it/playing around with layered images. once i feel ok about the look of it i'll move on to zhuzhing up my other pages

new blog post is up #vulnerable. if the girl i wrote it about happens to see it, this is not real!!!! this page is run by robots!!!! i was hacked!!!!

listening to the "i need to start a garden" album by haley heynderickx while getting ready for work at the museum this morning. this album reminds me a lot of my freshman year of college, a lot of firsts and many mistakes. but it's sweet now to look back on, & i'm glad i have music that can transport me back there.

trying to figure out if my site loads slowly for everyone or if my wifi sucks. #tbd

probably going to change the theme of this box a million times before i settle on something lasting.

transferring all of the photos i want in my scrapbook from my cameras to my computer & it is taking forever. i'm really excited for my scrapbook + armoire page though. i love to make things #diy.

lately i've been interested in learning where every dog breed originated from. my childhood dog was a shih tzu. her name was sweetie & apparently she had tibet roots.

i need to stop coding in my bed...the heat of my laptop is messing with my stomach. think i'm pregnant with a radioactive code baby. what should i name her? i think violet is cute. for twins... maybe violet & scarlet. olive is cute too. triplets?

javascript makes me violent...